lounge
its 549AM and i still can't sleep. honestly i am a little bothered...
i just had a weird night and was quite observant. i hung around a group of people that made me feely really odd and different.and i usually don't have a problem like that for lack of a better word it was too hollywood for me. and the fact that it was in sacramento...WHOA its weird...just when you think you are crazed with your self image...i mean it was unbelievable. and to tell you the truth that shit was just bad juju. if THEY think they are fat than i am obese. and really it just shouldn't be like that. i can't wait till im 30 so i can be comfortable in my own skin already. and if thats not the case, at least worrying about real shit. i'm just venting....
because without sounding like a complete bitch...wait no fuck that.
i don't need to be worrying about what some young little kid thinks..because i got better shit to do...
i can't wait for new york.
haha
i just had a weird night and was quite observant. i hung around a group of people that made me feely really odd and different.and i usually don't have a problem like that for lack of a better word it was too hollywood for me. and the fact that it was in sacramento...WHOA its weird...just when you think you are crazed with your self image...i mean it was unbelievable. and to tell you the truth that shit was just bad juju. if THEY think they are fat than i am obese. and really it just shouldn't be like that. i can't wait till im 30 so i can be comfortable in my own skin already. and if thats not the case, at least worrying about real shit. i'm just venting....
because without sounding like a complete bitch...wait no fuck that.
i don't need to be worrying about what some young little kid thinks..because i got better shit to do...
i can't wait for new york.
haha
By the way, you're going to New York? When?
the big apple sounds good right now
but yeah i am moving to new york at the end of the year... i need to have a fresh start at things...
and i need more culture in my life;)
you better come visit me too!
Re: the big apple sounds good right now
Of course, I will come and visit you!
By the way, are you moving to New York with Lucas?
Re: the big apple sounds good right now
but yeah i am moving with Lucas. he has family out there. i'm excited and scared at the same time